Dear God

Dear God

by Bud Lemire on May 23, 2004

Dear God, I Need Your Guidance

I don’t know what brought me back here

Is there a reason I should be here?

Is there a place here for me?

My friends and family welcomed me back

It was wonderful to know how much they missed me

But is this the place I belong?

You must have brought me here for a reason

Everything has changed around here

Nothing feels quite the same

I am restless and insecure where I am

Friends comfort me with their spiritual presence

I know I have inner strength, but I feel so weak

My future is unknown to me

I had journeyed somewhere, only to find I lost someone

This happened before, why does this keep happening?

Is this the pain I must suffer before every new beginning?

Am I meant to be physically alone in this life?

Does someone here need my help?

Is someone close going to pass soon?

Am I going to pass soon?

My eyes don’t see the same as they once did

Have I come here to confront all my fears?

Am I here to stay, or is this temporary?

Is this where I fit in?

I know some of you don’t want me to be sad.

But these are some questions that have been going on in my mind lately,

and I had to share my thoughts, despite how they come across.

I hope you understand. This is not my usual kind of words.

No rhyme….just straight from the soul.